Push

I’m not exactly sure what I thought was going to happen. I had my first entry for my writing entry done last week, but I didn’t set it up to post until Monday morning. What do you suppose was the reason for potentially delaying?

Sure, I read it over and everything was to my liking, but doubt crept in; ever present and persistent, the what if’s and if they don’t like it. It’s amazing what can get in the way of completion. Virtually anything can be an obstacle: being tired, groceries, boredom, contacting family and so much more.

I remind myself there’s a very specific reason for doing this challenge. The reason is to complete the task in front of me. And not just once. Multiple times. Establish consistency.

I’m going to be honest here. I don’t want to complete the next one. I wish I could explain why. But that’s irrelevant.

I am going to finish it. And then I will post it. That’s what writers do, don’t they? They write, and then they share it. This reluctance… it has a name. I want to push it out of a moving train.